Tak ada kata yang sanggup melukiskan
Besarnya cinta yang Kau beri
Tak ada karya yang mampu mengukirkan indahnya cinta yang kurasa
Tak ingin ku jauh dariMu
Terlalu sempurna sgala pengorbananMu
DarahMu tercurah selamatkaku
Terlalu sempurna segala perbuatanMu
Masa depan penuh harapan telah Kau sediakan bagiku
("Terlalu Sempurna" by Patmos)
I've been singing the song above over and over again since last week. I love it very much! It's lyrics strengthen me and makes me realized that His love is endless and unconditional..
Well actually I'm really sad this evening.. i'm really dissapointed.. I can't imagine why they did that to me.. and not only me, they also did that to the people that i love.. I love them too... Much more than any other.. but why they always made me sad everytime I ask them for a favor, or everytime I want something.. why? why, why and why?? I'm asking those question in my mind...
But, I don't wanna tell too much about them.. Complaining can't solve it... Beside that, I can't do anything to change them... Only God can change people.. But i don't ask God to change them, I want God to change me first... change my point of view, change my perception about them... Maybe I'm wrong.. maybe there's a thing that I don't know why they always do that...
And for that problems, God gave me the solutions.. 1. change my focus of prayer (change me first O God), 2. my God is rich! He is actually my real provider, not them! so He will provide everything!! He has everything that I need... God will give what I need... 3. Rejoice in the Lord! this is the antidote of every problems... When you start to rejoice in the Lord and think about His love more than your problem.. you;ll have peace and joy!! and also you'll have wisdom from above to solve every problem.. 4. Be silent and let God do His part.. just surrender and let His will be done...
The Chief Scout..
I don't know where was this idea came from.. i just tried to mix and match my wardrobe and i've just realized that i was dressed up like a scout.. and i wore this look to the church last Wednesday.. :P
Wheat between the reeds..
This picture was taken over a year ago.. Taken by Hana, my besties.. and i love it a lot!! thanks Hana! I wore Issac Mizahri little black dress, black tights, yellow knitted cardigans, and black patent TODS for the shoes.. FYI, this photo was in Astri's camera, me and Hana have to wait about a year to get the photos from her... we don't know why... oh my.... hahahahaha.. but at least finally we got the photos.. :)
Everywhere I Go I See YOU!
The song of Michael W. Smith --> "I See You" have been playing in my head over and over again.. what a beautiful song!! :)
All the sweet things that I should think about.
Summing it all up, friends, I'd say you'll do best by filling your minds and meditating on things true, noble, reputable, authentic, compelling, gracious—the best, not the worst; the beautiful, not the ugly; things to praise, not things to curse. Put into practice what you learned from me, what you heard and saw and realized. Do that, and God, who makes everything work together, will work you into his most excellent harmonies. (Philippians 4:8) The scripture above makes me wanna wear something colorful! :D
"If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith?" (Matthew 6:30) i have no worries about what people think about me and my looks... i do love bright colors and i'm goona wear it anyway! yeayy! :D
I forget the last time I felt brave, I just recall insecurity.. Cause it came down like a tidal wave and sorrow swept over me. Then I was given grace and love.. I was blind but now I can see. Cause I've found a new hope from above and courage swept over me.. :) I love this part of Owl City lyrics and it makes me dressed up like this.. :)
proud to be an Indonesian :)
i just realized how i love my country and proud to be an Indonesian, no matter what.. :)